Countdown!

New challenge is going to happen in a few hours, and what can i do? Get nervous? Get cocky? Maybe i should be the one that is excited but i really haven't noticed. There is more to this challenge that anyone could think.

So this can be a new door opening to the difficult life i've been carrying for some time now. Things are easy and life is very expensive, nonetheless i don't hesitate to give the "conforts" i think that are minimum to the life i wish to provide to the person i love. I guess so far so good, i can't have the choice not to be someone who saves as much money as he can to make sure that in certain times there are a lot of things happening, giving a shinny new light to life as i know it.

I think no one should be a slave of money or work, but sometimes there can't be anything else to be replaced by in order to get a better condition for the way you tend to get along with your responsabilities and obligations.

For sure that anything can happen and when the countdown reaches zero, i'll be the one that knows what it will cost and what will be necessary to ensure the sucess that i want to achieve so badly. The previous experience wasn't that good, but to be honest it had a lot of bad things. What happened will stay with the people that are closest to me, and they sure know what i'm talking about. I must not fear the outcome since there are a few doors that might open as well, however as my love once told me, give it your best each and every single day on what you are working at, and i will i know that in the way that i understand these words i'll be sure to give my maximum.

Ready or not here i go! :x